It took me so long to find a guy to jerk off to. It's a shock. I painstakingly picked him out, then burned out, and my dick wouldn't get hard. I had to go to a free sex chat room to calm my nerves. As soon as I got in there, I stood there like a wooden man. Immediately and quickly, and to hell with those men. It's easier to tune out when you're sitting alone and stupidly jerk off. I was even embarrassed that it was bad with a real gay man, but now I can several times, though it's only in a chat room. There were different situations. I don't understand how you sometimes cope with the frantic reaction; it takes me 6 minutes to cum.
